This is me with the ink dried on the page, taking into account that feelings change.

Some don't, some never have.

I need a positive outlet. I'm in a tough place right now. I may have blown out my knee again. I owe my school lots of money that I simply can't foresee having anytime soon. I would like to thank my Mom's new last name for that one.

Coming to terms with yourself is an integral part being the person you want to be.

Hello, my name is Ryan.
I've been living with depression since I was eleven.

Sometimes I stay up all night. I wish someone was here, I don't even care who.

The past few days have been pretty good. :D ( Read more... )

I've been doing a lot of thinking to myself. Nothing Earth-shattering. This time last year, I had almost forgotten completely how to be happy. I left work and rushed straight to Island for a show. I started school this same time last year. . . On the outside it all looked great right? Heh, i was dead on the inside. Family falling appart, lost my ( Read more... )

Winter is rolling around and I've got a new love. Elle, she's great. I'm super excited about this one, she's gonna be around for awhile. Today has high hopes as well, Tristan, Regan, and myself are questing to Jacksonville for the Crime In Stereo, New Found Glory, Four Year Strong, A Day To Remember Show. It's going to be so great ( Read more... )

A question was asked the other day ( Read more... )

...My Dad is a superhero

It's Not supposed to be like this...

I love my girlfriend...
I've said I've loved others before...
I didn't mean it...
I do now though...

    Well, I haven't updated in awhile, so i figured that now was a great time to. The past couple of days have been pretty shitty. I'm running on nothing but a couple hours of sleep and a whole lot of courage. The past two days outside of work I've been tearing off the roof of this house with Tristan and Joshua. My grade are dropping quicker than ( Read more... )