Well, it has been some time and so much is changing. I must make a decision as to whether or not to change my name. I no longer drink and I no longer smoke. I will never work in a bar again and being up this early will be an every day occurence ( Read more... )

The sun is out but it still isn't warm. However, these people from Colorado seem to believe the exact opposite. One would think they'd never seen a day above 50 degrees and this is record breaking ( Read more... )

things aren't as bad as i make them sound, so gwenny please don't worry ( Read more... )

Well, it's come down to real life and it's the scariest thing ever ( Read more... )

Well, I will be re-joining the work that I never should have left. I don't know why I tried to convince myself I could handle an office job ( Read more... )

sipping my second vodka soda with the little black straw bent over the glass so as not to stab myself in the face with it, i realized how absolutely perfect we actually are for each other ( Read more... )

i had forgotten what it feels like to have a "boyfriend" and not see him for an extended period of time ( Read more... )

so, here's what happened. and for those of you who know me well and spent any amount of time at the ridgemont house or have spent any amount of quality time with me in any space i happen to call home, this won't suprise you that much, although i may have over reacted. slightly ( Read more... )

Wow, that was a lapse ( Read more... )

thinking a lot lately about what i could have been.
getting very little encouragement at work.

hate my job.

don't even have time to write.

maybe tonight.

i miss something, but i don't know what.

i haven't been sleeping much lately.

at least i haven't been really drunk every night.