I'm home now. and things have definatley changed. i have become more than i ever thought i would be. i can be everything i ever wanted. i'm going to start a new journal. this is the end of what i was before. welcome to the begining.

this is where this journal ends...i will make a new one soon

how the hell does that work ? am i that bad of a person that they want to send me too some fucking millitary acadamy? for 6 months? what the fucking hell? i cant leave you guys...not ever ..

wow... what a night .....it was so beautiful... candlelight dinner...in erics basement...roses..(so pretty -redand white) ....the dance itself...it was amazing and i will never forgetit... ever....i love you eric....im your demolitionlover...i mean this....forever.

Eric is setting dinner up in the basement...how romantic...god, i love that kid...with my life i want him to know that....i watched the video for the lip sync contest and their performance was awesome,i wish i could have gone...eric....i love you, more than youll ever know...please , remeber that..

going to cinderella!!!! yay!!!

errr...what a fucking week....blah! I HATE chem!!!

its supposedto be a snow day....i didnt have a frikin clue. how amusing...errr...

errrr....no f-ing sleep at all last night...jay dosent ever learn to shut the hell up....

the new year...who really cares....why make such a big deal over something so ...well stupid....whatever....my love goes out to you all...