Theres nothing but failure to blame

[notyoursavior12]

Everything ends right? well the problem is why....why do people hvae to die...friendships have to end....people have to drift...it all is so meaningless to me...adam your probably the closest thing i hvae to best friend..i've knwon u forever..and we've been through it all...and man...i can honestly say i know u...and im sorry man...i really am...i

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[unxbrokenx]

I think this is the only time when ive ever been included in your journal, but im not sure i like it because im under the "people i lost" category... possibly. But i am still here and will ALWAYS be here, love.

[mac_n_cheese13]

yea i too feel like im under "people ive lost"... but i guess life just happens and i cant control everything

[notyoursavior12]

so after all i said all u can do is say something that makes me feel worse? thanks....

[mac_n_cheese13]

my matthew you know i would never mean to make you feel bad. u know im not like that at all and i care way to much about you to see you hurt. but u never told me either that u had a girlfriend u said u were just friends. and i dont even care about that anymore i mean for awhile ...yeahh i did but im over it..because theres nothing left for me to say or do about it and you know ive tried.... but we hardly even talk anymore.which is fine cuz i know ur busy as am i and i dont tell you to call and wat not. all im saying is its not like how it used to be which might be good and it might be bad. we go through our stages you know that. but i just miss talking to you and its really pathedic im writing like a book over here in your journal cuz i havent talked to you in so long lol. so im gonna stop. and hope you have a nice day and we'll talk later dear. till then..

[sven356]

matt, what can i say. ur one of my best friends...ur one of the only guys that im actually able to talk 2. most would just throw out bullshit, but u help. uve helped me many times, and i wanna thank u for it.

its terrible what happened...thats all i really can say seeing as i didnt kno her...and i kno nothing of the hurt. i also dont wanna say anything gay like all things happen for a reason, cuz thats bullshit. all i kno is if u need some1 to talk 2, im always here

[ryanrosati]

I second that

love = me and you :)

[urbanstars]

well i hope our conversation helped you sort out some things. well maybe not sort out but i tried to help you. and i thank you for informing me that i made you realize alot of things.
your a perfect friend and a perfect person
i love you and i hope things get better for you
you honestly deserve everything and anything

your great, and i want to make u smile
so do it >=(
but i love you matt. your wonderful
<333