I can't shake it....like i look at people around me...like today i saw ashley my old friends parents....they recognized me said hi ...talked to me..and she treats me like im some sort of monster...like i've done something so horrible that i don't deserve the time of day...Lately also, its been like my life feels like one of u those scratched CD's ( Read more... )

Your First Name: Matt ( Read more... )

"I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

Things have been going good now...lol theres peace with everyone...plus i don''t care anymore....its 7:30 am and i have to go to work till 4:30...8 hours of work.....its gonna be fun...right....but i just wanted to say about my week so far....thursday me boomer adam and devin went to the festival but realized it was lame and left...went to anthony' ( Read more... )

The thing that i never understand, is change, why it happens, why it has to be so abrupt, and most of all...why its not always for the better...i watch friends, family members, even people i don't know...change...i was reading a friends journal today and i realiezd that i don't even know them anymore...they have changed everything about them...i ( Read more... )

-censored- i cleaerd things up with one of you and the other one is still pissed...so whatever...i figured it would be easier for all of you to just not read it...that way you don't start another war

three hundred and fucking twenty one dollars to fix my car....so i pay the money...get in it...clean the whole thing out..all my sisters damn cigerretes all her clothes, all her food...spotless..spend 8 bucks on a car wash and get 13 dollars worth of quarters back...and im still calm...untill i get home and the fucking thing is STILL leaking ( Read more... )

its 6 AM and im bored ( Read more... )

i finally made it through an entire day of school haha..anyways...things have been going pretty well now...except i think i broke my finger today..besides that, i saw adam today..and i shocks me how strong that kid is...he doesn't show a sign of depression..and he lost his mom...but im not gonna get into that...its cool how close i've gotten with ( Read more... )