When they say..its not enough

[notyoursavior12]

I can't shake it....like i look at people around me...like today i saw ashley my old friends parents....they recognized me said hi ...talked to me..and she treats me like im some sort of monster...like i've done something so horrible that i don't deserve the time of day...Lately also, its been like my life feels like one of u those scratched CD's

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[unxbrokenx]

I loved spending alot of time with you last summer. I miss it. I miss you. I was actually gonna call you last night because i had 400 feet of seran wrap and i wanted to get your car lol but it was getting late. Then i almost called you again because i didnt know what to say to someone but i knew you had to get up early. Anyways.. point being your always here for me and i want you to know that im here for you, but you should already know that, and ur not being any less of a great friend if you just feel like opening up one day. much amor.

[notyoursavior12]

thanks corrie

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[relive_mylife]

"Its sad when the only thing i really like to/ can open up to is this white screen

[katie116]

matt i dont know what you are going through with your parents so im not going to sit here and say i do. Although I dont necessarily think you deserve it i think u do an awesome job dealing with it. Better then i ever would and i dont know half of what you deal with. And i know you dont open up bc that is just how you are but if u need to talk or ever want to, dont be afraid to talk to me. You have got me through so much shit its unreal. You were the only person i opened up fully too and you still are. I dont tell people half the stuff i tell you. But i always feel bad bc i feel like i always complain to you and i hate that. I miss our friendship matt and i know its my fault things changed but i just hope we can get it back bc i need it for myself. im sorry for anything i ever did.

[________runaway]

matt i wish i had some words of wisdom for you.. you always seem to have those for me when i need them [the baby, or boys, or "friends"] but i really have no idea what its like for you.

your aunt is right though, you are a really strong person. thats why i think i get along with you so well.. cause we've both been through lots of stuff in our lives. so i guess we're a bit [or maybe a lot] more mature than most people our age.

anywho. i just wanted to let you know that i care about you and all of that good stuff, so yeah. don't forget it zub. ♥