this song makes me sentimental every time. when i hear that lead melody thing (i have no idea what instrument it is) it reminds me of last winter. it reminds me of the person who recommended it to me (atop) and the book he recommended me at the same time (a voyage to arcturus). and every time i hear it i think of that book and the imagery in it, i ( Read more... )

i first gained knowledge of Tom Lael in high school...Tom Lael is name disgraced with the most vulgar comments ever..and sometimes extremely strange..all across marion county..under bridges..and in abandoned factories (homeless spots)..now the quantity of it all is what is amazing..im talking literally in the tens of thousands!!spanning atleast a ( Read more... )

gentlemen,

it's time to cut the bullshit. i'm going goth.

sincerely,
ian

there has to be more to life than waiting for the day to be over..

last night after practice matt brought over some salvia. here's what happened to me ( Read more... )

i had a dream that i was on a beach making music with some guy and the harmonies were in increments that were equivalent to dosages of heroin. then i was digging in the sand for narwhals. everything is SUBLIME

i should have written this down earlier but i put it off. i dreamt that i was at shadeland practice and then we were in an attic and when i first entered the room my vision was very fractured and distorted. all i remember from that part was james wanting to use the computer when brad was done. the room was a hazel shade of brown. then i was playing ( Read more... )

i was just staring out the window having a really good thought and then the bird i was looking at took a shit and i started laughing and forgot it all.

last night i dreamt that i was with a large group of people and we were all standing around a huge tree. we all had fireflies attached to strings and were flying them like kites around the tree. i also dreamt about working at babbage's again, bill hicks, working at a disney theme park run by curly, lava, and kittens.

call your mom