Turtle.

[nova_ablaze]

I've pushed everybody away. Made excuses to decline invitations.
I hate what I've become, it's all I can think about.

I just want to hide until I get skinny.

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[rabbidbunnies]

*nods* I know what you mean. I hate being seen in public. Even with relatives! Thanksgiving is going to be a pain. There is one person there, she is so thin! ugh! Everyone else in my mom's family, but my mom has a bit of weight, but this one girl!!! *Is jealous!* lol

[nova_ablaze]

I hate getting jealous over bodies, seems so petty, yet I do it ALL the time. :(
lately it's been over chicks I used to hang with when I was using, they are still doing dope and look oh so skinny, yet still somehow beautiful, and I'm over here with a years clean and fat as all hell.
so tempting to go the easy route, but in the end it's harder than ever and so not worth it.
i'm trying my damndest to do it the right way this time,
I just really need someone to kick me in the ass every so often when I need it, as my self-control is shit. :P

[rabbidbunnies]

You are being good about your health and not putting that junk back in it again! Way to go!!!

Now that your body has had time to adjust to the new healthier change you should start losing weight more easily.