im pathetic. its been two days but i miss eric. im so used to picking up the phone and going "hey wanna do something" but hes not there :( blah. gah. meh. hes so good to me.

any who. today. many crazy horrible things but, well in due time things. but i have to get off the computer...rents are annoying and i cant wait to move out.

so i guess its been a while...

lets see im gradumicated woot

family is crazy

my mom is over...biological

i am so head over heels for eric...::sigh::

ummm

i have to renew my license

eric got his license FINALLY
say meg today

ummmmm

im exhausted

steve rocks my socks you emo you

i love my underclassmen!

i got the theater award

and i got $2500 in ( Read more... )

you ever feel alone? like no matter what you do or try...your all you've got in this world? i try not to let it get to me but every once and a while it just slaps me in the face. just...being alone sucks. everyone leaves me at one point, no matter what they say or how "hard they try" in the end, it all just fizzles away or ends abruptly. from my ( Read more... )

Party Time:

3PM-10ISH

JUNE 11th

7 kittredge ln

merrimack nh

Liz's graduation party

BBQ

Music

Bands

Come chill and celebrate me gradgeeaetion frome merrymack hi skul!

i follow directions well
1. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
2. I will tell you what song/movie reminds me of you
3. if I were to apply an o'clock to you it would be...
4. A single word that best describes you
5. I will tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of
7. I'll tell ( Read more... )

So lately life is kicking my butt!

my car crapped out at the womans house we were raking for senior service day! gah i ended up sitting in her drive way until 5pm when AAA finally came. Erics dad came and picked us up (Kevin, Roma, Eric, and i) to go to the BBQ then i went back to my car with Ashley and sat there forever!!! but Mrs. Janas was so ( Read more... )

having one of those days.

sometimes i'm on top of the world then the next im sunken so low i cant tell the difference between me and the asphault.

i went through some lj's of peacock people and i cant help to notice how much people say one thing and do another. it bothers me. if you arent what they want to look at, then your forgotten before the ( Read more... )

Slowly turing onto the street, the dim brown twinge from the lights gazed on the rain glossed ground. the jumble of the local radio station was babling about the top ten hits of the week, but her mind was lost in thought. he was holding her hand and talking about what movie we should watch when we get to his house. her car pulls into the drive way ( Read more... )

So i get this letter in the mail right....its from social security saying their going to reinstate my benefits, woot exciting! but of course theres a catch....my back pay of $1,825 has been deposited...not to me but to this random account at bank of NH. I"VE NEVER HAD AN ACCOUNT THERE...but apparently it was under my name...so says the guy at the ( Read more... )