Been getting back into reading lately, which is usually a good indicator of writing soon to follow! (Haha I hope you're all PUMPED).  Here're a few quotes I don't know what to do with:

"(Snow angels, you've seen them:  the cold blank shape of yourself, the outline you once filled.  They too are messengers, they come from the future.  This is what ( Read more... )

So I guess the title of the last entry makes absolutely no sense after I deleted the paragraph where I rant about rice paddies and non-physical matrices and basically sounded like an overall crazy person (of which there seem to be many lately).

One of my biggest weaknesses is not being able to proactively change known realities.  Example:  I need ( Read more... )

I watched the sun rise today.  Is it better or worse, knowing you've felt this way before?  Recently there have been more days where I wake up wanting to jump out of a window.  It's very likely one of the worst self-inflicted death senarios:  liberation through release, resolve, a giant unheard "fuck you!" to the world...followed by the horrible ( Read more... )

Hello everyone!

I've been very busy and am pretty exhausted...but It's only the beginning (naturally, it would have to be this way)!! But at the end of all this Lee is coming to see me for an entire week and we'll be spending half of it in lovelylovely Barcelona!  I can't believe it's almost half over...I've worked (in many ways) harder than I ever ( Read more... )

These next two weeks are going to be a lot of work.  I'm sorry if I haven't had much time to update, or to even respond to people are making the effort!! Thanks for the emails and updates (Ness, Genebean) and thanks to everyone who's commented!  I love you guys so much!  Hearing from you really makes my day and makes me feel loved.  I'll try to ( Read more... )

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I'm not ashamed to admit that when I went out to New York two years ago, I believed you could escape yourself, your past, your problems; that you could start a new life and become someone new.  It's not that I didn't know all the adages debunking this widespread mantra of those who cry I'm Deep, really, I have Issues!  but that at the time, any ( Read more... )

Goddamn these things! You catch them like a cold.  Thanks to Stacey and Katie for unleashing this particular strain of friend's page clogging menace.

1. Is there someone who you like at the moment?  Yes, I have the biggest crush on him EVER.
2. Have you ever given or been given roses?  Aaron winter formal, Jeffrey Valentine's Day, Nicolas19th ( Read more... )

I'm having a hot meatball sandwich, which is supposed to be "traditional" Dutch.  (I know you're thinking meatball parm....or even Subway, Eat Frresh! But no, ce n'est pas comme ca, mes amis....malheuresement, in the typical Dutch way it is not nearly so visually appealing! If Hercule Poirot recoiled, he would be doing so.) It's actually very good ( Read more... )

To get back into writing, a list.

1.  We were just almost eaten (yes, eaten.) by an allegedly non-threatening mosquito/daddylonglegTHING. Thank goodness for cool headed 27 year-old Norweigian Master students who answer to the screams, laughter, and sounds of frantic running from across the hall.

2.  Not to play into stereotypes, but the Canadians ( Read more... )