slowly but surely..I'm praying things will fall back into place.

I'm praying the things that need and should happen, will happen.

and I guarantee my best.

if you could just give me a chance,

then I promise never to let you down.

goals for the next 2 months

1. work as much as possible.
2. get my tattoo.
3. get caught up on bills.
4. start looking for an apartment.
5. quit hating life so fucking much.
6. start doing things that make me happy.
7. quit living in the past.

I will. promise.

Oh why do they leave ( Read more... )

got a new job. got my truck back. started paying my dad off. started saving for an apartment. things still suck ( Read more... )

I'm barely keeping my head above water, and I am trying SO hard not to drowned right now.
you see me out there but you refuse to throw a rope out,
because of my past mistakes.

I would never hesitate to help you. ever.
no matter what.

nicely done. I'll definitely give you a hand for that one ( Read more... )

I love how things get fucked up...and you apologize to that person 2345234524 times..and try and do everything you can to fix it. and you beat yourself up over it, EVEN though its not as dramatic as this person has made it out to be, or convinced themselves to be ( Read more... )

I'm fucking sick of everything. I'm sick of everyone.

I'm so fucking bitter now towards everything, and its your fault. If I'm hated by people, Its all your fault.

but you dont have the upper hand anymore. because I'm moving on with or without you. I dont need you or anyone else, and I dont deserve this.

the periods that get me ( Read more... )

So, I have put ALOT of thought into this..and I have decided that I want absolutely nothing more than to go on the road with my acoustic thing I'm doing. I have alot of faith in my songs that people will beable to relate to them and I have alot of faith that I could go out there and maybe get somewhere with it ( Read more... )