shit, i havent updated this thing in ages...but then again i cant even remember the last time i actually had more than five minutes on the computer ( Read more... )

Well if you think swimming, tugging, and dancing sound like fun...sign up here...because im looking for a replacement. This week has been hell...parts of my body are sore that i never even knew existed...sundancer tryouts are coming up soon too...so im practicing for that. ballet is okay, its probably the only time i dont want to shoot myself. ( Read more... )

[ ] I am bisexual or homosexual ( Read more... )

wow...im actually home again and im actually updating this thing, which i havent done in ages...i was really starting to get homesick and sick of looking at my shitty unupdated journal ( Read more... )

last night in snellville, georgia...spent the entire day with my mom. i love her so much. we went to barnes and noble and bought some books and i bought a new journal, so now i can write down all my thoughts on pretty paper instead of hot pink post its. also bought i pretty white formal retro style dress. and i actually get to wear it alot, unlike ( Read more... )

this doesnt make much sense at all...

the last time ill hang out with erin, mattie, gizzy, megan, taymin, brendan, erin, chris, paul, sean, just freakin everyone for a long time. cried the entire drive home. i cant believe i chose to leave all these people, i wasnt forced into going, i chose to leave. i had a great time tonight! im going to miss everyone so much ( Read more... )

four more days till i fly out to texas, where im gonna pick up my car and drive 2 hours to my grandmother's house, then the nest day im driving 10 hours back to las cruces. i think im going to kill myself, i am a bad bad driver, very bad ( Read more... )

went to athens with courtney and chelsea for new years, met up with jason, kyle, and andrew and went to some parties at chad stepps and dan lane's houses, they were awesome, it was so weird to see everyone i had grown up with there, im so used to going to parties and barely knowing a soul, to knowing everyone who was freakin there, spent the night ( Read more... )

mellow mushroom with the girls! kellie, chelsea, and courtney, it was so good to see everyone again, back to courtney's house to drink and get shitty...we stayed up talking till four or so...oh the stories....mostly the ones we were too drunk to remember correctly, then this morning wok up and spent more time talking, then went to chili's and guess ( Read more... )