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Someone come stab me in the face (LOTS) pleeeease. Thanks in advance. You can have my car as a token of my appreciation.

edit: or at least give me some drugs to put me to sleep. it's amazing how long a person can go only getting 5 or less hours a night, and still not be tired.

Every day I try to make a pact with myself that I'm going to not give a fuck anymore. Like I used to be, back years and years ago. I think back to that and remember how nothing fazed me too much. Life and everything is so much easier that way, when you realize that you don't HAVE to care about anything. Maybe it's not as fulfilling in the end, ( Read more... )

I'm sick of this anxious feeling, and staying awake all night because every time I lay down it's too much. I still have no answer to "what's the point ( Read more... )

Sometimes I really wonder what the point is. I finished school and I was happy to finally be able to do something with my life, but no. I'm going to be stuck here for at least another year, living with my parents, working at a shit job that I haven't even found yet. Fuck the rigs. I would rather work fucking construction than go work on the rigs, ( Read more... )

Is it so much to ask to just be able to fall asleep? I'm tired, I HAVE to be tired. I finally fell asleep around 4 last night and I was up at 9 and busy all day. I was tired in the middle of the day. I'm tired now. I can't fucking sleep. The second I lay down I start thinking and coughing and thinking some more and staring at the ceiling and ( Read more... )

God damn it I'm turning into a recluse again because I have no money and I hate when anyone offers to buy anything for me. I need a job, but I'm still too stubborn to just get a shitty labour job ( Read more... )

"I'll call you and let you know either way, by the end of the week ( Read more... )

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