I mowed the grass and then inadvertently touched close to my eye while I was watching tv. To any ordinary person this wouldn't be a big deal at all, but to me it means hours of itchier than fuck, bright red eyes. The only good that comes out if it is that if I ever get high and someone sees me or something, I can just tell them my allergies are ( Read more... )

What is wrong with people? Suddenly everyone is either getting married or having kids. What in the fuck? I'll be the first to admit that I'm nowhere ready for either of those. Having just finished school, I'd like to LIVE for a while. But damn. My mormon friend from the swim club just announced that he's engaged and getting married the day before ( Read more... )

what's the point

fuck everything and everyone. i'll never love anyone else. it's not fucking worth it. i've lost my fucking mind. and my best friend. just fuck everything.

This weekend has been hard. I'm not in the right place at all right now. My aunt and uncle from Calgary came here on Friday and are staying until tomorrow. It's the first time I've seen them since everything. On the outside they seem happy, but who knows what they are on the inside. I've become accustomed to hiding everything from everyone around ( Read more... )

Moving out is depressing as fuck. Not as much as sleeping, though.
You're everywhere.

That took longer than expected. 16 hours later and we finally finished our assignment. What a fucking bitch. That's how I like to spend my Friday nights. Ima put my checklist of shit to get done here, that way it won't get lost in the piles of papers and books, woooo ( Read more... )

I don't have it in me anymore. I'm turning into Adam. Friday I didn't go to school. Monday I only went for our lab. Today I couldn't bring myself to wake up even though I have an assignment due at 4 and I've hardly even started it. The class is bullshit. The professor quit, apparently just before school started, and the fucking school didn't cancel ( Read more... )

I'm so fucking angry and hurt right now. Fuck everyone, and leave me alone. You can't help anyways.

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