long time, no talk
you lacked in enthusiasm
tops my day off
with the other shit i felt

i need to face the facts and learn that's almost for anyone to be interested.
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truetruetrue.

i can play straaaaaight.

she ain't know nothin'.

Mmm, I was bored

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Life is getting better. For sure. Just got to make it  that way, that's all.
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I tried to sleep as long as I could. Couldn't anymore. It at least eliminates the pain. But sometimes it would even pop up in my gawdamn dreams. Time to wake up and cry some more.

i need medication, i swear.

I hope this little 2 day incident doesn't change things between two friends of mine.  Don't let shallow things change your fucking mind.

I got a new one. Unreliable,unreliable.


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my words and actions can come off harsh to some extent
then i feel terrible afterwards. things will mend, oh yes.

so, i'm really glad i paid someone a visit while tipsy. the troof comes out. i held some "dirtbag"'s hand. and well, i don't care. we have the same level of thinking.

Rows of houses, all bearing down on me
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man, i hate having shit like this bother me. it's ridiculous. i want to cry, but what good would it do? having it not bother you is just plain awesome. then it comes and just fucks with your mind again and puts you back in the state. thanks for helping, man....thanks for helping.
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