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livejournal.

this is so exciting!!!!

these are two websites i translated last month, my first official translations!

http://www.europapvc.com.br/ing/
http://www.alucomnet.com.br/ing/index.php

i'm so proud!!!

yessssss!

i don't know if it'll be enough, but i'm going to do my best to save up this year. i really need this. and i feel like the timing is so right.

i found out yesterday that my dad is coming back to brazil with his family. i haven't seen him in about 10 years. and i'm not sure how i feel about it. am i happy? am i excited? i know i'm nervous. nervous to have to deal with his wife again, nervous to have to put up with all of his bullshit. but i hope that this time things will be different. ( Read more... )

OMGOMGOMGOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMOGMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOGMOMGOGMOGMOGMOMGOMGOMG!!!!!!

i can hardly believe it. i passed my college entrance exams, first place.

holy shit.

things constantly remind me of my past. people, smells, colors, voices, remind me of places i've been to, people i've laughed with, hands and faces i use to know. and sometimes it's such a good feeling, remembering, but lately i've just been wondering if that has been holding me back. from what, i don't know. i guess just my future in general. i ( Read more... )

i'm over this getting up early thing. this week has been so hard. i'm exhausted. i fell asleep during class these last three days. it was a struggle just to keep my head up while the teacher spoke. i had to eat a snack to keep from collapsing over. five and a half hours is only a nap, it's not enough to call it sleeping ( Read more... )

i'm working, and going to school, and i am barely getting any sleep, but i have to say i am enjoying it to the fullest. it's like i'm alive again. i have real responsibilities and actually get things done now. and i am learning, and awake when the sun rises, and it's beautiful ( Read more... )

easter was really great. i got to see most of my family and give them lots of hugs and kisses. and i ate an insane amount of chocolate for breakfast, by the end of the day i couldn't even hear the word ( Read more... )