CLAIRE AND I ARE FRIENDS AGAIN!!! IM SO HAPPY ITS INSANE... THANK GOD THAT THINGS ARE BETTER BETWEEN US AGAIN, I AM SO RELIEVED... ok now that that is outa me, i am so happy because i got to talk to claire tonight... we talked for a good hour and resolved everything... we both miss old times a lot, and its gunna be awesome being able to have her ( Read more... )

Personality Disorder Test Results Paranoid ||||||||||||||||||||| 89% Schizoid ||||||||||||||||||| 76% Schizotypal ||||||||||||||||||||||| 93% Antisocial ||||||||||||||||||||| 89% Borderline ||||||||||||||||||| 81% Histrionic |||||||||||||||||| 74% Narcissistic |||||||||||||| 54% Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66% Dependent |||| 20 ( Read more... )

finally the last monday of the school year has come... here i sit, halfway through the day and all im thinking about is getting the hell out of this godforsaken school... i have an interview with Craig TeRonde State farm insurance agent so i can get another job and get some money. i guess he said that i wont be a telemarketer like i was for Seth, ( Read more... )

well im over sara completely now... i think it helped to find other things to think about. six flags yesterday was frickin awesome. alyssa and i had so much fun and it was great to see her again... we went on this canoe ride and i opened the gate by myself and we all went in and the operator lady was like "i didnt say any of you could get on... ( Read more... )

hey, im in a pretty good mood for the fisrt time in a long time. i just got done talkin to "my slut" and were gunna try and get her over an incompotent asshole. it made me feel really good to help someone and im kinda on a natural high right now. hopefully we can solve some more problems and get her to where she deserves to be. you know who you are ( Read more... )

well as many of you all know, sara and i are through. this is no separation or anything, its actually over. to be completey honest, i thought that it would last much longer than it did... at least 4 times longer. oh well, it took some time but i think im over her... not much has changed... she still smiles at me the same way and acts the same ( Read more... )

im sorry to everyone who i have ever offended in any way and i do care about all of my friends. i dont ever tell any of you this, but i dont know what idd do without all of you. i dont know what im going to do or where im going from here, but i know that i dont want to be in wisconsin. maybe ill take my own vacation, or if anyone is interested in ( Read more... )

i decided that this thing is gay because it makes you put in a subject. anyway.... today we ran the mile in gym, then i had track. i thought that track was gunna be easy... but it wasnt. we had a hard lifting workout including squats, then when we thought it was done... nope... timefor sprints!! yay! anyways... that was the bad part of the day... ( Read more... )

i dont know what it is... but im really not having a good day. im leaving for tennessee on friday and i hope that i feel better by then...umm i dont really know what else to say. later.