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[nowiamcool]

I have only done this live journal thing one time before but i felt it was necessary to try and explain how i am feeling, and this could be a helpful way to have it make sense. don't count on the making sense part. Basically i'm ready to strangle emma, but not really. I honestly want to just yell and scream at her but i understand too much, i know

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[passionmeans]

Dawn-Dawn, I really love you.

I'm excited to see you updating!

[love_leaf]

Dawn, obviously since you said "wait a tick" you're far cooler of a person than you give yourself credit for. You're purely amazing.

And I am sorry about your cd and mostly about Emma. Maybe when you two are 30 you'll remeet and get married - that would be nice. As of now, though, I'm glad you're working through this so constructively. It's really just one more thing outlining how much more you deserve from life.

[passionmeans]

Also, you are really good at writing, and I'm not sure if you like it or if it's particularly therapeutic for you, but it's really fun to read. You write like you talk, and you bring a certain humor to it, which is really nice. It's a certain talent, I think.

So I just wanted to tell you that, in case no one ever has before. You should write in here more often.

[standingrose]

Dawn, I know there is really nothing to say that could make this all feel better, but I'll try. You deserve better than whats going on, it makes me really angry actually that she is treating you this way, you are such a kind person, and really dont deserve to take what she deals out at all. I know you guys have talked, and it hasn't done anything yet, so I dont know where you can go from here, but I think being honest with yourself, and knowing that you deserve better is a good thing. I hope some kind of actual realization on her side comes soon, not just pathetic admittance, some thing that makes her get better at the whole friend thing. Because this is just... pathetic. On her side, not yours.