The Most Traumatizing day of my Life...please read :'(

[nowimdead]

So today started out like any other day. I got up tired at 7 am, took some adderall, woke up, hopped on the computer, etc.... 11:40 am rolls around so I go out front to get Lindsay off the bus, then I get her changed into "play" clothes and make lunch for her and Karma. I put on Nickelodeon and went back to the computer to play Uno(online). So

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[26timesharder]

lick my balls.... i love u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
add me it's brian

[nowimdead]

i added u goodnight

[xmyximmortalx]

omg ur story brought tears to my eyes. that is so sad but i'm so glad ur niece is ok. yes it's sad that u have to put ur dog asleep but once they bite they will bite again....basically it means that they are getting to old. i had to do that to my dog when i was in 1st grade. but it must of been so hard for you to go through that terriable experience. i hope your neice gets well soon.

[nowimdead]

thanks your comment meant a lot to me...it seems like i am only writing in my journal when something bad happens :(

[xmyximmortalx]

No it's ok, its your journal, you can write whenever and whatever you want. I'm just still glad everyone is ok.

[26timesharder]

i didnt even read this.. just added u
I'm sorry
I love u... I wish I could give you a hug right now!
:(

[nowimdead]

aww it's ok, i figured you hadn't read it, from your "lick my balls" comment lol...i feel a little better today but the house feels so empty without my dog and i didnt have her to give the rest of my cereal to this morning like i always do. :(

[allinyerhead]

O my fucking god dude! you handled the situation well though...I'm glad ur neice is aight..po puppy :(

[nowimdead]

thanks <3

[daddyz1i1defect]

wow. i'm speechless after reading that. and i can't believe how vividly you managed to still tell the story after going through all that. i'm glad your neice is going to be ok... it sucks that your dog has to be put to sleep, but sometimes it has to be done. my old dog was put to sleep when i was in 7th grade and it was hard, so i know how you feel.

i love you! everything will be ok! shit like this only makes you stronger and you did a great job of handling it. <3

[nowimdead]

I felt the need to put the story into words because all of those details you read kept playing over and over in my mind. It actually helped a lot to write that. I really miss my dog, she was like a little hairy smelly sister. I miss her so much. :( Yesterday was really the most heart-wrenching day of my life and now that I know everything is going to be fine, I'll be ok. Thanks for the kind words. <3