yeah so im like dying or something. i just cant do it. i keep telling myself i can, but im lying. im in pain, not just emotional. it has reached physical level at this point. i cant really eat, im not sleeping well, and all i do is cry. i really just want to crawl in a hole and die. i have been trying to keep myself occupied but that really doesnt ( Read more... )

i need a myspace

im behind the times

im at work and im bored. there isnt shit to do and dan is taking forever to get back. so i talked to my friend devin who i havent seen in like 2 or 3 years or something like that. we are supposed to hang out tonight and im super excited. we have been friends since we were 2 and our parents where best friends. up until i was like 10 i really thought ( Read more... )

so it was my birthday saturday. im twenty now, i feel old. and the shitty thing is, on my birthday i slept all day to recover from the night before, totally missed out on the real thing. eh. im going to go get my hair did, its gonna be hot. i already dyed it red and now im just going to get blone highlights. oh yeah. i want to get a drastic cut too ( Read more... )

(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show ( Read more... )

wow i dont ever write in this thing anymore. im at work and everything is all done so now i have nothing to do for an hour. i want to just leave but then julia would be here by herself. i think i have to poop. so nothing new really. my cable got shut off but i still have cable. i dont quite understand how this works but free cable is awesome. i ( Read more... )

ive had it with everything. he has to go. that is just all there is to it. im done with this shit. hes a fucking bum and a loser. i just cant do it anymore. im too broke for all this.

people are very uninteresting. i guess that is why i have pretty much stopped using my live journal. no ones life is really that exciting that i must read about it every day. i know my life certainly is not ( Read more... )

hello everybody. im at work and there isnt shit to do but get on the internet. well actually there is but im not doing anything. so nothing really all that exciting has happened lately. i got a new car, well a used car but its new to me. its a saturn and i guess its cute but its a four door and i hate four doors ( Read more... )

i havent updated in forever. i dont have the internet anymore except at work. lifes still shitty though. not much has happened. my car got totaled by some crazy lady in my parking lot. tonight i think me and christa are getting drunk so that should be fun. i havent talked to the weenie yet so i dont know what he is doing. i bought a chair over at ( Read more... )