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well my grandpa passed away thursday. it hasnt hit me at all yet, im sad and i know it happend, but i still expect to see him as soon as i walk in the house. i just keep thinking how unfair it is and how we shouldnt have to go through this again. im going to miss him so much. i just hate the thought that he is actually gone. and im worried about my ( Read more... )

o what a day. well i have been in my apartment for about a week and a half now. its cute, i like it, i get lonely but none the less, the freedom is great. i feel like shit, my head hurts, my stomach is upset, im all congested, and im super depressed. life sucks ( Read more... )

so i was right about my bad vibes, i always am. so i just realized to move on and give up but old habits die hard you know. i guess im just hurting, ill get over it soon but now everything has to change. i wish i didnt care ( Read more... )

i want to drown in myself, crawl inside and just blow apart.

sometimes it feels like it is so hard to function. well today wasnt bad, i saw hitchikers guide to the galaxy. that movie was amazing. i talked to liz, i havent talked to her in forever. i just feel kind of hollow, not really depressed, just empty. my uncle john's mom died this morning. like she wasnt my blood or anything but a really close friend ( Read more... )

i got an apartment today!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so excited. ive been cheesin it since she told me i was approved. i move in the 17th for sure but maybe sooner. i have my own patio and an attic. and a laundry room. and i already have a lot of furniture and stuff. it is going to be awesome. im on like sensory overload. im a little sad cuz im actually ( Read more... )

its saturday, this week has taken so long. i dont have anything to look forward to anymore so i guess the days just drag on. im tired all of the time, i think for the past two nights i slept a total of thirty hours. he looks like a skeleton, there is nothing lively about him anymore. i havent seen him smile in weeks. hospice is going to be coming ( Read more... )

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hmmmmmmm. im really sleepy. i only got on to post to say i dont know if anyone has tried to call but my phone is broken. ill be recieving a new one sometime this week. i hate cell phones, i have like the worst luck with keeping a cell phone. at least this one lasted a year. i wish it would ( Read more... )

i really dont know why i keep posting, my life is so uneventful. well last night i passed out around 8 after i watched to cube 2, hypercube. it was cool, the acting wasnt all that great but how the movie was made and the point to the movie was still the shit. now i have to watch cube zero, and i think ill be done with that series. i feel like such ( Read more... )