who wakes up on christmas day feeling like her head's gonna explode and her throat's on fire? that's right, folks.. i do.

my christmas eve was awesome.. but somehow from the time i went to sleep and the time i woke up i got ridiculously sick. thank goodness i didn't have work yesterday or i would've died.

agh i gotta leave for work now.

The Holy Alphabet ( Read more... )

it's hard to make a change when things have gone a certain way for so long.

sometimes change is good.

but i still don't like it.

i just want to stop pretending.

this week's gonna be shitty and life's full of bullshit.

wake me up when this nightmare is over.

wtf, mate?

now would be a nice time to throw things and kick things and punch things.

work is driving me insane.

FUCK!

i hate this word. i try my hardest not to use it. i think it's dirty and other words can be used in its place. but right now i feel like yelling it at the top of my lungs while simultaneously punching a wall.

..a cynic
..a [wishful] thinker
..a dreamer
..a laugher
..a coward
..a dork
..an idiot
..a nerd
..a contradiction
..confused
..a puzzle
..irritated
..lost

..nothing
..no one

tonite the roomies and i went down to the living room in downtown la jolla, got ourselves chai lattes and proceeded over to la jolla shores to witness the bioluminescent algae present in the water. it was my first time witnessing this phenomenon and i thought it was beautiful. the ocean itself is already so beautiful to me.. to think how ( Read more... )

in the past few days i've been reminded of a few things..

- it's not so much the things that are said but the things that aren't said that hurt the most
- sometimes it's better not to question things and to just leave them as they are
- nobody knows anybody like they think they do

Star Wars Horoscope for Libra


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