[][] It has been years since I last posted, and I wish I had the time/energy to actually tell a few stories but at this very moment the desire isn't there. I want to talk about my mother for a brief second, and leave it at that ( Read more... )

[][] Oh man, so excited for monster massive. I was really worried about a costume, but my clever self managed to put a great one together with what I already had. Sweet. This weekend is going to be awesome. We found new roommates, they seem like a good fit. I saw my dad, went to his apartment- it's like 5 minutes from school- crazy. It was fine, we ( Read more... )

[][] So my car is getting all fixed up as we speak... I'm really attached to that car... jesus. I'm sitting in class eating pasta salad, yay for life. I really need to catch up in class- I'm going nuts over here. Blah. [][]

[][] So. I got bronchitis really fucking bad over the weekend. I saw Cortney which was awesome. I saw Dashboard Confessional and it was amazing. However I missed a lot of school because of being sick, as well as being out of town, as well as MY CAR. Oh yes, my poor little beast needs $1800 in repairs. Wanna help me out? Hahaha. I talked to my dad ( Read more... )

[][] Well it has truly been ages since I last wrote... And a lot has happened... Two years, wow. I'm going to school at Otis College of Art and Design, majoring in Fine Art/Photography. School is great, life is great- all in all things are pretty good.[][]

[][]Except for my parents.[][]

[][]So, over the summer my mother filed for divorce. My father ( Read more... )

[][] So I hung out with my friend Hot Water (raver names ok? fuck off) last night and today. It was rad. I didn't do much else. I'm pretty lame these days. Then again I faintly remember being drunk almost every night for the past week, my new love for tequila is growing strong. We will probably break up eventually once I end up drowning face ( Read more... )

[][] So I've just been churning my whole school situation through the gears in my head. I'm slowly starting to piece it together, but I can't overanalyze this like I do anything else. I have to just stop, and take every day as it comes or else I am going to go insane. [][]

[][] I tried extacy for the first time saturday night at this rave, ( Read more... )

[][] So today I finally realized I don't like school. Not because of the work or the teachers or whatever else. I just don't like what I'm doing. The worst part is I keep second guessing myself, like what if I willlike it eventually? I'm so conflicted and pissed off and I don't know what I should do. I want to do photography but what if that ( Read more... )

[][] Lately things have been looking up. I had to think in retrospect for a bit- about my past and the shit I have done and the people I used to associate with. I hated Las Vegas, and I still do- but I realize so much now that I am gone... I don't need anyone else, I don't need some stupid ass boyfriend who will never be what I really need, I ( Read more... )

[][] Today I woke up at like.... 4pm. Go me. I love sleep. I LOVE IT. I don't know what I'm doing later, but I suppose it will be something gay, like nothing. Since I don't have a life, you know? Yeah exactly. But Angel is coming soon! And Liam is coming to visit soon. Or I may visit him first. We aren't sure yet. I've been preoccupied with ( Read more... )