dear friends,

i made a new livejournal. i would like to present to you guys my new livejournal called savethisship, so i would like everyone to add me and ill try to add them so i can make friends and crap.

godbless.

this summer i will do my "20k run or die"

im going to walk from bellflower and PCH in long beach to magnolia and PCH in huntington. i will start this journey at 6 am and im not going to stop until i see my girlfriends house. either im doing this alone or with kenny.

godbless.

soo, a few things have pasted by in my life since the past update on kyle. the girlfriend and i went to see bright eyes, its was ok. i guess my friends wanted to say a few comments about it but whatever. the show was alright, its not my cup of joe but i guess not everyone would understand the fact of having a girlfriend since they are all in ( Read more... )

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im stupid. i love you.

thats all.

i cried today on my drive home from work. jaymee called me when i was under going my problems. im sorry that i got mad at you. im a freaking mess, im moving. im sitting over at erins right now. everything is strange. it appears that everyone is happy and enjoying life except me, maybe cause of me. who knows, except the lord. have mercy on me.

maybe after all of this, we will all be dead
or just me
you can end everything
oh lord
again and again
it will never end

i guess i can just give up
ill be fine with that

grace.
godbless.

i shall not even worry about the end of the world god, for you shall forgive us and take me in.

i think that we will all be underwater in about 3 months.

ps- i also hate rain and black 3ft high poles.

"dang"

ive said a lot, but what i said tonight was something that i meant ( Read more... )