Yesterday was a sad day. The first friend I made in NC is a dude named Kitos. We met at work and for over a year we stocked shit together at Food lion. Yesterday was his last day at work. Normally I'd consider this to be fairly insignificant but I dont exactly make friends I can open up to easily very often. Kitos made an otherwise shitty job ( Read more... )

I was dicussing LJ with a coworker (shout out to Kitos) which inspired me to make an update, albeit a short one as Im at work ( Read more... )

I did have a long draft that was unfinished that I meant to post here a while ago. It was the story of how I went to NC to meet Kirsten. A detailed post about how amazing it was. It was so long, in fact, that I had to take a break halfway through which is why it was never finished. During my trip I was happier than I'd ever been, litterally. I had ( Read more... )

I'm not even sure how to start this post out because I am beyond excited to write this here... in 10 days I am going to visit Kirsten. Yes, that Kirsten. The Kirsten I spent many a night up late talking to online or posting about in here! It only took 14 years but THIS IS HAPPENING! There are so many feels going through my head about this and I'm ( Read more... )

I learned today that a tunnel covering up nuclear waste in the northwest had collapsed, releasing radiation and contaminating the area. They mentioned that the site was once a factory that produced nuclear weapons including the bombs dropped on Hiroshima. The factory has been closed for decades and still hundreds of employees work there on a ( Read more... )

Now seemed like a good time for this entry, so here goes.

It's not that I even feel like this journal matters anymore. If it ever had a purpose, it isn't fufilling that anymore. I chose to write tonight mostly becase I came to the realization that none of my friends care to hear me talk about my on-going existential crisis anymore. I feel like my ( Read more... )

It has been a year since I last wrote in here. At the time, I was struggling with the fact that life still hadn't gotten to a comfortable place for me, I was upset that I still had nothing good to report on LJ after all this time... today I can change that.

I decided to write today becasue changes have occured that I can truly be proud of... for the ( Read more... )

2:44am and I am drinking a beer on July 4th. Not a great day... a weird day.

Erika had a bouncy house for the weekend so she invited me over for a bit and I played with her kids a while. I'm so uncomfortable about this... the fact that she gets close to me sometimes then other times she sends different signals. I'm not sure if this is going to work ( Read more... )

It has been a pretty cool week.

Pros:

- Boat ride with Erika at the lake

- Portal Stories: Mel

- Gay rights added to constitution

Cons:

- Drugs

- The rain today

- Cigarettes

Lazy entry is lazy.

Why am I just now discovering the awesomeness of Earthbound? Decided to give it a go, having lots of fun with it!

Not much to say... I went for a long walk in the woods up on Pine Hill/Parker Mountain with Chris and Jason the other day. Just aimlessly followed the confusing tangle of trails, dipping into the woods and bushwhacking for a bit then ( Read more... )