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[npc_kun]

[The entry appears in large, hurried script; looks left-handed, obviously disguised.]

PLEASE

I don't want to die. I don't know what all of you have got waiting for you where you come from, but I know what I have. They can keep my memories. I don't want to die.

Please don't make it angry.

Comments

[awokentospring]

That is a cowardly thing to write. I understand not wanting to die, but to not seek our your memories out of fear is silly. They could be very important!

Also if you are not specific on how you think we are making whatever it is you fear angry, then we cannot know what it is we should or should not do.

[man_genius]

It's not cowardly, Mini-Gai.

[awokentospring]

I do not think it's a good idea to hide from our fears. What if our memories are important or affect others? Wouldn't it be irresponsible to hide from them if that were the case?

[man_genius]

Key there is I do not think. You are not that person. What if those memories hurt this guy? What if he has nothing to live for back home?

[awokentospring]

[pentaps] I do not know. I cannot imagine having nothing to live for so [more pentaps]

I wonder. Is it possible to find a way into someone else's world after Edensphere? Or would we only allowed to return to our own? [And then quickly added afterwards in a more hurried scrawl] If we found a way to get out, I mean!

[man_genius]

It hurts.

Nobody knows that's why this person feels the way he does. Not everyone has a father like Gai waiting for them back home. It's not...all sunshine and roses and magical Hollywood endings, Spring. To the point where people would rather stay here than go back.

[awokentospring]

I did not know you felt the same as this person, Genius-san. I am sorry if I upset you. [He was just speaking his mind.]

I would think that if there was a way for us to leave then we should be able to go wherever we wish. Since there are many different people from many different places, then that would mean there ought to be many different places to escape to. [And once again, added in a quick scrawl after a short pause.] Were we to find a way to escape, I mean.

[He wants to know what 'Hollywood' is, but he's going to refrain from asking here.]

i bet Spring is sick of people saying 'go talk to your dad'

[man_genius]

I know you didn't. Your dad could explain better.

That would be nice wouldn't it? If there was a way...well. I'd go wherever Rick went. I think.

It's all theoretical of course.

it kind of makes him feel like a kid, but other than that he's generally cool with it

[awokentospring]

Then I will talk to him about it.

You would both be welcome to come with Bell-san, Father and myself, too, you know.

Theoretically.

oh good!

[man_genius]

Ah, I'm not sure I would fit in. You are from ninja world after all. Rick and I are from places where walking sideways up a tree is considered unnatural.

lol just don't say that to him while he's drunk. actually don't approach him while he's drunk EVER

[awokentospring]

But it would still be fun to have you as our neighbors! You would not have to be ninjas!

....so noted

[man_genius]

I'd have to ask Rick if he's ok living in Ninja World then.

let's hope they never have the champagne rain again... or he really won't be able to leave the house

[awokentospring]

Maybe he would enjoy writing books about ninjas! It would be fun, don't you think?

brb scheduling vodka rain

[man_genius]

Whee death via mysterious people in spandex. It would make an interesting novel.

lol that would be kind of terrible... and amazing >.>

[awokentospring]

I wonder. Bell-san refuses to wear it, so I wonder if it is only some of us who would wear the spandex. See, you should both come to visit at least! We will acquaint ourselves with the different kinds of ninjas!

[spandexisyouth]

You would both be welcome.

For many not everything is bad, and there is often something to live for. My son's optimism is a very good thing, and there is little reason to turn it away. He woke once with a memory, when he was Lotus, certain that he had just seen his death. Thankfully I had a memory from just after that, and it proved he was not. And now, he is older here too, which is even more proof. The writer is scared, but also calculating and not driven by fear, I do not think.