i feel like changing some stuff about me... considering it's the start of a new term ppl won't even notice... life is so... unfair

life sucks right now.... i'm going back down into the depression hole that i have just gootten out of... i still feel as if i have no friends... excpet it feels worse this time.... i feel like such a loser... except like times 100.... oh well...

gosh some things have been really making me mad... especially my conversation with a certain some one last night.... well to that person i say this ( Read more... )

there are soo many things i miss right now.... i wish things were the way the used to be with my friends.... i need a true friend.... right now i feel like i have no one..... and i miss alex

i need a friend

blah things are just so incredibly yucky lately... here are some things that i hate that have been happenening lately ( Read more... )

now didn't i get lucky

haha yes i forgot I had a live jornal.... ya... xanga has kinda been taking over my life... use it like everyday... hm well since only like... what 6 ppl know this one i could probably put like more "private" thoughts in here like... i'm actually glad that john is away in japan he's been so mean to me lately although ppl say i'm just taking things ( Read more... )

Boys = stupid!!!! they are also other things like liars and poop heads according to alex but um ya.....also watch out for people who you think are your friends because in reality then end up not telling you important stuff and knowing about someone breaking up with someone is kinda important so you should tell the person that is about to be broken ( Read more... )