have you ever needed to tell people something, but not known how to start, or what to even say? i hate feeling like i will hurt someone if i tell them the truth.. but they should know what people think.. they really are great people.. they just have some rough edges that need to be smoothed out.. GAH!! I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO ( Read more... )

so no matter how hard i try, i just end up failing.. so i think im giving up now.. i suck at life ( Read more... )

it is waaaay too early to be awake right now.. i cant even believe myself.. 6:30 and im at work.. so yesterday sarah meghan and i decided to change our rooms around.. most people would think of rearranging the rooms that we are already in, but not us.. we decide to switch my stuff and sarahs stuff.. so now im on the first floor of scott.. there was ( Read more... )

so i realized how much i took home for granted.. i went home this weekend and it was probably the best weekend ive had in a long time.. i spent time with my mom.. and clara.. i just wish christle had been there... that would have made it the best weekend EVER!!! i talked to jon and andrew.. which really made me happy.. and i hung out with bailey.. ( Read more... )

i realized ive been updating quite a bit recently.. but really, typing calms me down.. it allows me to write things down as fast as my brain is thinking ( Read more... )

so yeah.. thank god for friends.. and people to make you smile.. i hung out with the one and only sarah kibbey.. who is pretty much one of the greatest people i know.. (we have to continue to do that.. cuz it made me smile) i met more random people with her.. (which is always fun) and played that one game.. starts with an r but i dont remember the ( Read more... )

so yeah.. things are soo messed up right now.. i just cant get over it.. friday night was fun.. being able to be in my pjs and hang out with friends.. saturday night was ridiculous.. it makes me laugh to look back on it.. i was glad that i got away from my date (and then he ordered porn) and got to hang out with garrett.. hes a good guy.. at first ( Read more... )

Spring break was a blast.. i had a lot of fun.. but it was really hard to leave.. and most people wouldnt really understand.. they all say "yeah, i know.. its always hard to leave the warm weather and gorgeous scenery" but thats not it at all.. when i say a guy is involved most people immediately say "oh, just a spring break fling.. no biggy.. ( Read more... )

thought it would be fun to do another survey.. so in case im busy again, my SWEET friends can have something to do... lol.. jk..

1. What time did you get up this morning? 11ish

2. Diamonds or pearls?  Diamonds.. totally

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema? HARRY POTTER!! number 4... with Dia

4. What is your favorite TV ( Read more... )

1. Slept naked?: yup ( Read more... )