Wow, I'm pretty sure these 'conflictions' in my life need to simplify fast.

I don't know why I feel like this towards you, but I have

no control.

Only another three days,
then I am free;
Not only to do what I want,
but to study what 
I choose.

[PS] I missed Alexander Francis Bushroe
   -good luck i mean 'godspeed' on your finals (o;

Alls that I can say, is that I lost.

But some were meant to win,
some were meant to loose,
and some were born to sing the blues...
the movie never ends,
it goes on and on and on and on.

So it seems that whenever i think I have things figured out, they go and change in an instant. I think I like it. It keeps me on my feet, and never bored.

          Carry This Picture

carry this picture for luck
            kept in a locket
        tucked in your coller
        close to your chest
          make it a secret
   shown to the closest friends
   and meet me at quarter to 7
   the sun will still shine then
        at this time of year
      we'll head to the inlet
  and we'll share a bottle ( Read more... )

Halloween is my least favorite holiday, I hate the memories I have of it, and I hate the whole day ( Read more... )

I love life. I am so thankful for the things and people God has put in my life. My relationship with God has grown, and I feel like I understand life better, and have a purpose here. I can't wait to see what happens in my life down the road. Hard times make good times so much better. I wish my friends were happier, and realized that too.

<3<3< ( Read more... )

I have not updated in forever. I do not have or find the time anymore for livejournal, but today, I could not help but type out some of these feelings I've been having, because there's not one soul whom I really feel I can talk to about them with, and maybe a solution appearing.

My friends are wonderful, lets start off by saying that. I've been ( Read more... )

So I haven't felt like updating lately ( Read more... )

I'd really appreciate it if,
Somebody could get me out of the past,
for my thoughts have been they WAY too long.

let me see what you're made of,
because only the strong survive.

I fold.

and alls I can do,

is hope I get delt a better hand,

next week.

because this week,

has no potential.

but i can wish.