Niko, I say you do it. And no I'm not bullshitting you just because everyone just wants to make you feel good about your decision. Get out of the Northeast while you can. Fuck UConn, Fuck Eastern, and Fuck Central... Go to Arizona or go to Miami. If that's what you are feeling, I say go for it.
in all honesty joe, i think you would be one of the best people to ask this, but arent you scared to goto KU next year? supposing your family stays here. or is it more or less the same unexplainable desire to just get up and meet new people and find a new place that makes you happy?
thank you so much joe, i appreciate your comment :) ill be around later tonight if you wanted to talk cause i got your message but didnt have the chance to respond
There are about 10-15 people in CT that is really killing me to be leaving them (One of them is you). But honestly, it's not that scary. I want to start over in Kansas...Meet new people and start my life over. I'm going to stay in contact with everyone that means a lot to me, either through e-mail or IM or whatever.
thats exactly the way i feel; there are a very select group of people that i would want to keep in touch with but college is gonna be my chance to have a fresh start and build new relationships with people. maybe thats corny i dont really know, but thats the only thing thats motivating me lately, just getting to that next step. and i personally think that one of the biggest factors to a genuine fresh start would be to move away from CT.
indeed, and there's a teacher at Academy who went to AZ State U, for the same reason you want to, to get away. he ended up transferring colleges, but only because he realized what he wanted to do, and AZ apparently didn't have a strong poetry curriculum. otherwise, he really liked the school there. if you know want you want to do, go forth and do it. its hard when you're trying to keep so many other people in mind, but in my eyes, the past couple of years you've done a lot for yourself in trying to be happy and realizing what you need and want. and this college business is just the next step to all that. most people aren't sure what they want to do, so its beautiful that you do know. use it. :)
sadly i dont know for sure what i want but i do know its not here in CT. you ever get that urge to just get out and explore? i know that probably sounds really childish and silly but lately i just feel so sheltered and even if i were to goto mass or rhode island for school i think i would be a lot happier.
thank you so much for your support danielle much love
hey, I cant find your phone number (i think its still in my old phone) but the bug girls are going out friday night, you have to come!!!!!! :) we are meeting at 830pm at bird dog package store on rte 32 in willington, we are going to ruby tuesdays by walmart, call me, :) or e-mail me or something, lol! u gotta come out with us!!!!!!!
i talked to jenn last night and im definitly going! i know it sounds dopey but i cant wait i miss everyone so damn much :) so then i guess ill see you tonight!!
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thank you so much joe, i appreciate your comment :)
ill be around later tonight if you wanted to talk cause i got your message but didnt have the chance to respond
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joe, you're the man
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and there's a teacher at Academy who went to AZ State U, for the same reason you want to, to get away. he ended up transferring colleges, but only because he realized what he wanted to do, and AZ apparently didn't have a strong poetry curriculum. otherwise, he really liked the school there.
if you know want you want to do, go forth and do it. its hard when you're trying to keep so many other people in mind, but in my eyes, the past couple of years you've done a lot for yourself in trying to be happy and realizing what you need and want. and this college business is just the next step to all that. most people aren't sure what they want to do, so its beautiful that you do know. use it. :)
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thank you so much for your support danielle
much love
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