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Oct 25, 2004 21:49


Wow. I never stop and think about what I'm doing. I'm so fucking stupid! Things are going so good yet so incredibly wrong...all at the same time. And I'm not even sure what I did to mess up. Actually, nevermind. I do. Everyone was right. Well. Gotta fix this mess somehow, right? I've tried once before. Let's see if I have enough courage to do it ( Read more... )

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fallen_endings October 26 2004, 18:56:42 UTC
I really hope things get better for you. There's no reason why all this shit happens to you. You don't deserve it. It should happen to those fucking preps that don't have a fucking clue as to what it's like wondering whether you're actually going to make it to the next day or not, or that you really don't care if tomorrow ever comes because it all hurts that much. You've been through more shit than I have and deserve the happiness that I've managed to get a hold of. If there was a way I could put it in a bottle for you to open whenever you felt down, I would. It would be your own "Happiness In A Bottle", just for Mindy and no one else. And I know fixing the messes aren't easy and are more painful than they seem, and that sometimes it just seems easier to give up on even trying to fix them...but I will ALWAYS be here for you to fall back on if you ever feel like you just can't do it anymore. You helped me and I'll be right beside you helping you every step of the way. I could NEVER repay you for all that you've done for me and the ( ... )

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ntoxicateddream October 27 2004, 14:59:38 UTC
Aww Liz! Thank you so much. You don't know how happy that made me. I am so glad that I have you to help me thru everything. I would love to have your "Happiness In A Bottle"...that really would make me happy :) I don't know. Maybe I do deserve all of this. I just don't get it. But you found your happiness and that's all that matters. You deserved it. And let's hope it lasts a long time. It's weird how we became so close. All because we lost a really good friend...the same person...and ended up needing someone to talk to. But it's all turned out for the better. I know I can always count on you. And you can ALWAYS count on me no matter what. I couldn't have asked for a better friend than you. I Apple You!! <33 Mindy

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