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[ntoxicateddream]

I hate how I try to make the best of things, but it never lasts. I hate how I can never find a good thing, and keep it. I hate pretending like I'm okay. I hate not being able to sleep because my mind is set on overdrive. I hate how people change. I hate being the one everyone can talk to because it hurts. But I love being there to help because it

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[xsun_after_rain]

I hate regular coke, and i hate it when people shove it in my face when they say they can't stand diet. I hate diabetes, and I hate shots. I hate the way most kids that hate their life hates it because they think Simple Plan is cool. I hate having anxiety attacks, and I hate it when my brother is in pain. I hate fake people, ecspecially the ones that have no idea what they are talking about and think they are cool because they have a t-shirt with a band on it and they haven't heard any songs from that band. I hate it when people are nice to me and then talk about me behind my back. I hate living in Montrose, but the only reason we're here Is because I don't want to leave my friends. I hate my uncle becuase he makes me hate my Dad. I hate my Aunt because she's with my uncle. I hate how he's not even my Uncle yet. I love how they met at a bar. I love you Mindy. I hate it when people don't tell me the truth. I hate lieing to my parents. Ecspecially about things that I know might even kill me. I hate Lindsey Lohan because she became a

[ntoxicateddream]

Kristy...

You

Are

My

HERO!!!!!!!

[xsun_after_rain]

:-D

*I LOVE YOU!!!!*

[fallen_endings]

I understand every feeling you wrote-I just never made a list...figured it wouldn't matter. I really wish there was that "Happiness in a Bottle", something more than words to help. Honestly, even though I miss the happy feeling...I like being depressed sometimes, it just seems so normal and comfortable. Although I'm pretty sure that's not the healthiest feeling to have, but whatever...it's kind of hard to think any different.-I love how you understand the things I say, How you're always there for me, How you always have the right things to say, How you help as much as you can, even if there isn't much to help with, How I can talk to you and trust you, How you're more than my best friend, but the older sister that I never got to have, How you listen and make me laugh when I'm depressed, How you care when you shouldn't, How you bothered to take the time to becoming my best friend when I know I can be difficult, How you never give up on me when everyone else-including myself does, How I don't have to pretend to be happy around you, How

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[ntoxicateddream]

Thank you so much Liz. I really wish there was that "Happiness in a Bottle" too. And I know what you mean about feeling more comfortable depressed. I like being depressed more for the fact that it gets me thinking about life. And when I'm happy, well it really isn't happiness but a shell that my minds created to take a break from reality. I love how I can count on you for anything. I love how you are always there for me when I need you. I love how we became friends. I love how you don't hate my stupid ideas. How you always tell me what you really think. How you know exactly what I am talking about without me actually explaining. How you always cheer me up even when I thought it was a lost cause. I love your view on life. I love how you love all the trouble I get us in. How we get stranded in the middle of nowhere with people we don't know but we still have a good time. How we always know how the other one is feeling. And how you tell me everything will be okay even when I know I've done something wrong. How you are there to catch my

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[emopiirate]

i love you mindy sue davis <3
i hate fake ppl too. lol haha

Loserfreaks for lifeee <3

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[ntoxicateddream]

I love you Alison Marie Roettenbacher <3

Loserfreaks 4lyfe! <3

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[emopiirate]

heyyy! u said my whole nammeee! meany!! haha.. well i did it to u too.. but mines more.. embarrassing.. haha <33

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[ntoxicateddream]

Hahaha no I'm pretty sure mine is. At least you don't have a hick name :x lol <3