Emily calls me on Tuesday and wants to come over...so I let her. We didn't really do anything all day but watch Euro Trip for the millionth time, go snowskating, and play drinking games with Clint. And it's kinda funny, but apparently Clint can't hold his liquor. He got drunk off of what...two shots? And it was Arbor Mist! Yeah...I almost feel bad ( Read more... )

I'm trying to update this now since Clint takes up all the computer time with his new games. But whatever, I'm hardly on anymore. I get sick of being on it and doing absolutely nothing.

So yeah, Christmas is OVER! I'm so happy. It was horrible. Well, Clint wakes me up at nine and makes me open my presents. And I like all the things I got (even ( Read more... )

I've heard from a lot of people that I should look into writing. I don't know. I never really thought I was good at it. But I guess I'm good at expressing my opinion?

Eh, anyhow...I don't feel like writing right now. I just wanted to mess with my background and everything before I went to bed. Well, night. <3

Well yeah. Life sucks. I can't wait for Christmas to be OVER. This week was kinda long and emotional. I've been having my breakdowns again...and a lot more often, which can't be good. So I've been tryin to stay away from as much stress as I can and it doesn't seem to happen. Liz has been goin through a lot too. And it's hard because all I want to ( Read more... )

Well I'm bored and I haven't been on long enough to update, so here goes...

Sunday was my birthday. Even though it's not a big deal..but thanks for the gifts and "Happy Birthday's" everyone :)

Spent the whole weekend with the relatives from Florida that I've NEVER met but just HAD to spend time with. They were alright I guess. All they could talk ( Read more... )

Wow, I get it now. It all makes sense.

I love how I get myself into all of these fucked up situations with no way out. It's great isn't it? Oh yeah, fucking wonderful. I should just not be aloud to talk, or make any human contact, ever.

Just.......yeah I'm done.

So I've been sick since um what....Tuesday? Score! Almost a whole fucking week. Whatever though right? Not like I'm never sick ALL the time anyhow. But besides that, the weekend was fun. Tony, Misty, and Todd came and picked me up Friday night. We just went and hung out, doin whatever ya know. It was fun. Went back to their place later and chilled ( Read more... )

I wish I knew how I'm supposed to feel. I really don't get anything that's going on in my life anymore. The doctor says it's not my fault for the way I feel. But I still can't help but think it is. They are my own thoughts. It seems like I should have some control over them. But I don't, and it's so hard to deal with. And I'm sick of dreaming, all ( Read more... )

Well, I never got to update about last weekend like I wanted to. I've been so lazy this week. Oh well. It was fun tho. Emily came over Friday and we went to hang out with Forest for his birthday. Liz, Zac, Jeremy, Matt, Emmy, Mandy, and Erin were there. Got high and shit. Yeah it was a good time. Than Forest and his dad drove me, Liz, and Em back ( Read more... )

Well I just updated this insanely long entry about this weekend and of course my computer decides to restart itself. So fuck it. Maybe I'll update tomorrow.