Thought I should update something. Not like it matters. I really don't think anyone reads this. Well at least I don't. I have absolutely no motivation for anything anymore. So this weekend. Good..bad..blurry. Eh. I don't feel like writing about it. There's just way too much that went on. Well, I had fun with Liz, Twitch and Patches I guess so that' ( Read more... )

Wow. I never stop and think about what I'm doing. I'm so fucking stupid! Things are going so good yet so incredibly wrong...all at the same time. And I'm not even sure what I did to mess up. Actually, nevermind. I do. Everyone was right. Well. Gotta fix this mess somehow, right? I've tried once before. Let's see if I have enough courage to do it ( Read more... )

Friday was interesting. Got home and Carrie called me and wanted to know if I wanted to go to the movies with her. I said yeah. Than Sam called me like ten times wanting to know when Carrie was comin and where we were goin and who else was goin. I don't know why she's so paranoid all the time. Carrie came around 6:30 and Jimmy and Amber were drivin ( Read more... )

Mhm. I have a half hour before I'm being dragged off to the movies with Carrie and all them. Haha okay not really. But I'm bored so I'll "update". Er. Yeah nothing too exciting. You know the usual raping and what not. Oh but we had a new bus driver this morning. Like a last minute sort of thing. He was like 10 minutes late to my house. Me and Clint ( Read more... )

So today was an OK day..until lunch that is. I'm walkin down the hall and Alex and Cody run up to me and they're like did you get interrogated yet?! I'm like about what?? Alex was like about some apparent party at my house tell him that we don't have alcohol. So I'm all confused cause I have no clue what they're talking about. I go to lunch and  ( Read more... )

Er..Friday(?) Emily decided she wanted to come over. And she even told Jason no. So I felt bad and let her come over. We haven't "really" hung out in a long ass time. She's ALWAYS with Jason. When I went over to pick her up she was on the phone with Jason. And Jason asked if he could come over to my house with her. Okay you don't invite yourself ( Read more... )

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I don't fucking get it. Okay I know I shouldn't let stupid shit bother me...but I do. I can't help it. I've tried SO hard not to complicate things. I really have. But things just keep getting worse. Oh and goody! My breakdowns are coming back :) Fuckin bullshit. I THOUGHT I got rid of those a couple months ago...but nooo. I just started feelin it ( Read more... )

Well I don't know. Today was just one of those days. Nothing really bad happened...I just wasn't in a very good mood. I tried but I just couldn't seem to stay happy. Yeah Steve and Joel and Justin randomly attacked me in the halls all day and it was fun for a while, but yeah. I think Steve likes me. It's probably my fault. Cody's right I am a tease ( Read more... )

Well uh yeah. I thought maybe I should update. I just have so much shit to write and I'm still out of it. So let's see...Monday I went to Emily's and stayed. It's been the first time in a fucking long time since we've hung out. Yeah we got high and acted completely fucking retarded. We were doin the Clint Davis Victory Dance..hahaha. And we were ( Read more... )