if only to hold the awe they do
if only to be issue free
if only to be something amazing

but i can find hope in knowing they are human the same as i. they are not better or worse. we just think they are.

if she comes circling back we'll end where we'd begun ( Read more... )

things i wrote that i dont need anymore
pictures/videos of my wounds. who needs these. they werent worth the blood.

gone forever is a relative term considering im dealing with computer technology. but the partition its on will easily be overwritten at least six times. so gone forever.

blamo.

ill tell the saddest stories of how we made it through this past year.

this man will stand the test of time.

What a beautiful face ( Read more... )

Tear it out of these open pages ( Read more... )

this is probably one of the most exciting weeks in my life.

the trash is hitting the curb and the fishy-cause-i-dont-bathe-or-change-my-clothes smell is moving out.

i can taste the air.

happy.

blamo!

god will more than likely smite me for this.

though i think his work is a little more showing the door

not so much opening it.

but

fuck yeah!

1 down. 1.5 to go. the meek shall inherit the earth. the righteous will prevail. mark my words. "fuck martha stewart, shes polishing the brass on the titanic. the whole things going down."

its hard to leave work and make it home and not want to crash. the workday is so draining. i am sick.

but hopefully if all goes well i will be shit for work tomorrow.