so... im escaping to new york city for a week. much needed. =)

I hate feeling like my life is stuck in pergatory. I know that all I need is to leave for college, but I"m clueless as to how to spend these last two months I have. Nothing has fulfulled me that I've tried and nothing is working and things aren't going anywhere with anything. Sometimes I feel like I'm stuck in the same day over and over again, and ( Read more... )

GET ON MY LEVEL, HOE. and by this I mean, smoke out of the peace pipe and keep your head straight.

i had an insane revelation tonight about how i need to step my game up. no wonder why things have been so shitty, it's because i've been taking everything too seriously. life's a crazy fucking game, man. i needed a new perspective!! i knew it'd come to me somehow, thank you marijuana!!!!!

it's sad when you come to realize that you don't know anyone anymore. no one's word counts for shit around here. i need people who are going to be good, positive, honest, fun people. none of this bullshit anymore. this time i mean it.

it's never my time. besides having fun at starbucks with the flaming male employees, the world makes me sad. i know i should be able to be positive, but a girls gotta bitch and mope when a girls gotta bitch and mope. i promise i'll do it in private and i always snap out of it eventually. it seems i always fall back in, it's inevitable. good things ( Read more... )

I just returned home from 3-day FSU orientation and I'm going to admit, I'm nervous. I'm going to be home sick. Who would have thought? I'm not too sure where I'm supposed to go from here... make the most of the time I have and do as much stuff as possible, or slowly bring myself out of St. Petersburg mode and into college mode. The first option is ( Read more... )

I got a job, graduated highschool, got an iBook and have the best friends. One chapter's closed and here's to all the blank pages! I have big plans.

i have been in bitch mode but its all just hormones and pms and all of that horrible shit that i can't really control. we all have problems, no matter how different they are, everyone feels the same emotions. i have accepted my problems. i've accepted everyone elses' too. so please, forgive me. forget the dumb shit i do and say and the way i act. ( Read more... )

I have 4 days of school left. I am in search of a job at starbucks since my poor coffeeshop got shut down. I can't wait for summer. And each day I get a little bit happier with the way things are going and happy at how much awesomeness I possess. I think to myself "god, I'm awesome". It'd be cool if certain people were still as awesome as they once ( Read more... )