i got into college, got a job at a cofffee shop and ive started off the break by smoking an insane amount of blunts! HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

today was the last day at PTEC South Secondary School.  an entry is needed. i will never forget how insane these past 3 months have been since getting kicked out of school. time went by so fast but then again that day seems like ages ago! progession has taken its course and we all benefited from being so dumb in the first place. many things are ( Read more... )

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i got faded tonight and i still cant fuckin relax. i hate when i cant pass out and im all thinkin about shit and gettin a little angry. i need to release some fuckin energy somehow. everything is driving me crazy!!!!!!!!! happy bday lil nig jeph.

i am such a lonely little bitch. where are all the males that are supposed to pop up around the holidays with warm beds and presents and shit?

recently, i've come to find life as being pointless. fun is not allowed anymore or it's very hard to come by. people are hard to deal with, hard to find, hard to love. i hate a lot of things.

there's been a routine in my head, job money money money money money. all of this talk about money drives me crazy. i never have enough to do what i want to ( Read more... )

everyone says the most pointless shit on here - i dont care about your opinions or your thoughts. get a life.

atleast i post drunk pictures. fuck you.

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i know everyone grows up eventually but i thought it had something to do with the desire to grow up and become mature. all of a sudden i just feel inside that i've changed and i didnt want it at all. however, im pretty positive i needed it. things don't seem as fun or as free as they did before. and i can't tell when i should be quiet or when my ( Read more... )

it's funny, this whole punishment thing. it seems to have the reverse effect. i felt truely sorry for what i had done and was planning to reform a little in hopes of becoming a better person. but society's way of punishing me has made me bitter and angry and now i dont feel bad for what ive done at all. i may smoke pot but atleast i am a forgiving ( Read more... )