Only Matt ( Read more... )

A funeral is not a social event.

what u need to learn is that when somebody dies they become famous and for those of us that were really close to him.. it sickens us. BUT in this case.. this is what matt always wanted. me and him shared more conversations about this sort of thing then i have had with anybody else. matt wanted to be loved by one and by all. this was god's way of ( Read more... )

the words "fuck you matthew" echo in my brain. yup.. thats how i left for tallahassee. with those 3 words. they couldnt be further from the truth.. i look back on the entry i wrote the night we got in that fight and i just dont understand why we were both so stubborn. he walked away and i walked away and both of our stubborn selves vowed not to ( Read more... )

rush is the weirdest experience of my life. i cant even begin to explain how flippin weird it is. i got asked back to 5 houses. it pretty much sucks compared to some of the other girls.. but like i've said before and continue to say.. everything happens for a reason. when this ordeal is all over on sunday.. i'll post.

yea i pretty much love it here. i cant lie ( Read more... )

well i'm here ( Read more... )

last night. damn. fuckin last night ( Read more... )

ok so im not gunna lie.. i pretty much havent updated this since April 8. A lot, a lot, A LOT has gone on in that time I'm sure of that ( Read more... )

I dunno what to do with myself. I dunno whether to call somebody, kill somebody, or just go to sleep. It's just one of those days where a blunt would be nice.. ya kno just to forget about everything in this world for about an hour or so. I can't deal with shit like that though. I dunno how to deal. I dont have my best friend anymore. I'm not gunna ( Read more... )