so... idk. me and grama had a good convo today. i like talking to her now. shes so wise, like a grandmother should be, and so open to actually oh idk. talk to me. like its weird. me and tyler are bonding more and more everytime i go over there too. and me being the person i am just keep thinking, is this surgery his last? could this really just be ( Read more... )

what happened to my life as i knew it ( Read more... )

about how im a housewife now...

like damn!

i woke up earlier than i should have showered did laundry did the dishes even folded laundry! annd
i made muffins

woooow. yeah. about all of this ya kno!
effin crazy ness

what i wouldnt give to have a family ( Read more... )

 i need something else.
its like a "well, what next?" kinda thing

annnd im so sick and tired of coming home annoyed every fucking day. like wow.
something please?!

thank you, as always

i havent seen an optometrist in 5 years... annnnd today, breakthrough, i got contacts!!!

im so excited but!
note to self:
when you take your contacts out remember where you put your glasses!

lol

so. were in. finally. seems like it took too much time, stress, and pain but. damn.
i still have shit (literally) at my old place and we defffff have some unpacking to do but! 
me and matt have our apartment.

and im still breathing normally.

so.

im a commitment phobe.
people should do studies. its sad.
i dont know how im supposed to live with matt for a year if im already getting sick from just hanging out.
like. loveee him to death. know this is for the best. but OMG.
i really want to crawl in a corner and die.

excuse me while i open up a little bit ( Read more... )

ive said this before and ill say it again and again...

if a dream is a wish your heart makes me and my heart neet to have a discussion...
like wow.

so. its been like what. officially about 6 months. pretty cool. but whats so much better. is the fact that this is the first month in the whole half year that i have not 1.got emotional 2.felt the absolute ( Read more... )