how come its always my fault. when i didnt really do anything in the first place everything is my fault. its my fault my mom is in debt and owns the salon. no. you bought the salon cuz you didnt want it to be taken over by a bank or someone worse. impulsive buyer. and your in debt because you keep trying to do shit that you know you dont have the ( Read more... )

 its completely unexplainable. this is so weird. like. i wanna sing and dance and run around and frolic, yeah frolic...

yeah. im really pretty amazing with all of this

working in the medical field is dangerous. everyone knows that. that is why there are things put in place to make it a little safer.... ie. OSHA....

i looked this up and am quite pist off about something:
Workplace Bloodborne Pathogens (2007)
Workers in many different occupations are at risk of exposure to bloodborne pathogens, including Hepatitis B, ( Read more... )

 i know that i shouldnt ask this but
 dear God

when is it my turn for someone to take care of me?

 it upsets me that you arent who you used to be. it makes me angry that you dont know who you are. it mortifies me that you dont know who you want to be. and it confuses me that you dont know what you want ( Read more... )

dont mind me. im just the rug underneath your feet that you tend to consistantly walk on. there are other things you could do or ways you could take but no... you tend to choose me. but thats okay. because one day ill be so worn down that i wont be there anymore. then what will you do?

lemme just  get this out...

this is one of the worst vma shows ever. like. i feel bad for them because they've never been so unprepared and so... well. sarah silverman...

i always get so excited for the VMAs cuz every year tops the one before and 
wow.

then! let me just point out cuz its driving me fucking crazy!
now. i give props to all bands cuz it ( Read more... )

 dear triumph hospital of detroit

you have wasted to many hours of my short life

and im done.

<3
me

 i feel as though ive lost my own sense of self to something so worthless

and im determined to get it back

i love how im so thought provoked lately and the littlest things make me have this like guuuge revelation. its crazy. so. i did something that im not used to doing. i grew some balls and called mellisa to get my check from her. i was just going to kinda let it go cuz it was only like 64 before taxes and whaaat evs but yeah. mom called and asked me ( Read more... )