Paused
Taken away by the magnitude
Of the very thoughts that shift endlessly within
Deep in the horizon
Your eyes glisten
My heart murmurs
Desires draw with imagination
As Colour spills from above
The world selfishly as the way I want it

Tomorrow full of endless decisions
An end drawing closer
Worries develop
What will six years mean….
Path soon to vanish
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As the last of it crumbles into the ocean
Even millions of miles away
I still feel the ripples meet with my emotions
Safe where I am
But sadness still finds a way in
Expelling rapidly
Just fact made it to where it hurts
Reasoning not one would think
This is more than one being
This further confirms the hollowness of humanity
Pitching further away
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Moving

Only just one step back from you

Feels like a million miles away

From that happiness that I found in you

Shall we start again

I know you can find it in me once more

Our friendship is too valuable

To let love and feelings corrupt what we have

People always want more

Even if it destroys the things they have

The very things they love…

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Yeah alone again

Not even mattering how I got here

Only how quickly I returned here

Planted a seed

Oh what will it be

Give it love

Give it trust

How beautiful it is as it binds around your heart

How happy

How wonderful

How fucking painful

As it corrupts

As it poisons

As it crushes

Never knowing how anything will turn out

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Not so sure

Never was in the start

Changed so quickly

Not even I know where I went

Looking into a reflection

I only see someone scared

Wanting just something to make sense

Giving it all away

Even I’m lost of why I don’t care

Nominated student of the year

And I’m just going to let it slip away

Everything corrupting around me

Everything falling ( Read more... )

Floating away

All that I held onto

Understanding is just not a reality anymore

I grasp into the air

For the things that I have let go

But I open my hand and they have already gone again

Sadness surfaces

But vanishes before even resulting

Oh hasn’t life changed

Moving forward was never meant to damage so many delicate relationships

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Its not that I forget

Its just I lose contact

It only takes one reminder

How I miss you all

I watch you together

I am happy for you

I’ve grown up so much

That I can appreciate your happiness now with someone else

But at the same time I feel its weird that I’m ok with it

I’m confused why I’m not unhappy with the whole thing

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And as though it’s been any different

I’ve been reminded

There are places we just can’t return

There are lies we have to tell

And there are truths we can’t deny…

Our friendship would have to be one of the most secret and treasured

A friendship so complex I can not begin to outline the places we have been

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Dear Abbie,
I am truly sorry for attempting to handcuff you to Amanda’s clotheslines.
And even more sorry for actually later succeeding and handcuffing you to a chair. 
You’re just so cute and vulnerable when you’re drunk, the handcuffs are evil, and they made me do it.

I hope you can forgive me

Love always

Officer Shauny