So life has been a little out of the ordinary lately. I just spent 20 minutes trying to figure out what my current livejournal user name was. I don't understand people most of the time. Is it really that hurtful when I say I don't have time to hang out? Half the time I have nothing to do but hang out, and the few weeks that I'm busy I suddenly ( Read more... )

So, I haven't been back a month yet and I'm already fucking up. I'm just so talented. Oh well, replace what you can't fix, right? Anyway, I have my heart set on Boston, so that is what will happen. But if there is anyone sitting there reading this thinking "How I would love to drive 23 hours and 7 minutes in a tiny little car that looks like a lime ( Read more... )

Stop just showing up places that you're not invited to. I don't need a stalker.

On this very date Rich Cronin and his manband co stars will grace our televisions with their old has been faces. Such beautiful faces. Or at least one. And in one month I will be venturing back to South FL. This trip was good. Ms. Helen is out of the hospital and she says she's feeling better. I bought a cute little blue tube top at Old Navy and I ( Read more... )

You are the one that decided to act like a little kid. Now that you miss me, you want to talk. Well, I don't. And I am never going to. You had your chance to be friends with me and you took it and ruined it. Now that you have pissed off all of your friends I will not be your last resort. Not now, not in the future. So grow up and leave me alone. I ( Read more... )

I know I have not been here in a while, but I felt like I should update since everything that is going on is so... strange. I just want everyone to know I'm still alive. And that it wouldn't hurt to call every once in a while.

Love, Katie

I woke up this morning wanting to cry. My mother thinks I'm depressed and I'm starting to believe it. I never relate to song lyrics and when people do I feel sorry for them because the songs are usually depressing, but I'm sitting here listening to Brand New - Mix Tape and I agree completely. "When I say lets keep in touch, I really mean I wish ( Read more... )

Sometimes, getting up so early is the breaking point of the whole day. There is no one awake so it gives me time to think about things that I don't need to be thinking about. It gives me time to plan out things that I shouldn't be doing. And by the time that everyone else gets up, I've already had a shitty day. It's not fair to myself, much less ( Read more... )

From this point on I will not dwell on anything in my past. I will not get upset over things I can not change. I will learn to move on and deal with my emotions in a healthy way. I will set goals, focus on them, and reach them. I will forgive myself for allowing other people to hurt me. I will forgive others that have hurt me. I will hold no anger ( Read more... )

That's not true, I am not stoned, but I have kidney stones.