i have completely lost all hope and faith in myself. i hate myself as a person. and i have to say i'm starting to hate who i am becoming. i want this month to be over. i wish i could just go to sleep, get up, and feel fine.
we lost an awesome artist today. he was let go from our shop and what a way to start your day and that is not including the events that unfolded last night. hope for the best, plan for the worst.. i wish him the best, and hope that i can get my shit together. maintain my composure and not freak the fuck out!
well it looks like i am going to be spending another day off at work. i'm not really looking forward to it. i wish i didnt need the money. but on the other hand i get to do some cool tattoos. kaylie is getting a sick virgin mary and my little cousin andrew finally turned 18 .... his dad is going to fucking kill me!!!