I don't know where to begin ( Read more... )

Lately, it seems as if she doesnt want to be with me anymore. Maybe I'm wrong, but then again, maybe I'm not.

I just have this feeling deep down that she's gonna be sick of it and end it all soon. I don't know why. :(

I'm sorry for being so short with you. I felt as if you were rubbing it in that I spent so much money on a piece of shit; and I didn't mean to direct my anger towards that at you. I was mad and anxious, and that's the entire reason I take Xanax to begin with; is to keep shit like that under control.

Please don't hate me.

I think I'm gonna check out Rosetta Stone and continue to learn German. I don't know why, but for some reason I've just wanted to continue to learn it so I can speak it a lot more fluently. Maybe I can learn it better when I'm not getting my ass pounded by it at Wayne State, and will be willing to make more errors without suffering a failing grade ( Read more... )

Taste of Chaos Tour tomorrow..
Atreyu
Avenged Sevenfold
Bullet For my Valentine.

Can't wait. Gonna be fricking sweet.

How is it that I always ALWAYS seem to get screwed wherever I work? I don't get it. I'm a hard worker, I'm not too hard to get along with, I'm friendly, compassionate, and everything you'd want in an ideal worker.

I just don't get it. Do I have a sign on my back that says "Please, Fuck me over" or something?

I'm so fucking pissed right now.

Adjusting to midnight shift is hard..

bring on the 5 hour energy and Monster...

*groan*

I got a new pet today.
A baby bearded dragon.
His name is Dante, he's about 7-8 inches long, head to tail. He's a baller.

I've been doing a lot of thinking lately about my life. I've come to find through trial and error, that many find my life, and even more in particular, my job quite interesting. In high school, I once began to write a novel, and approximately 80 pages in, had a hard drive crash, losing everything I had worked for. I thought I'd never write again, ( Read more... )

Well I'll be damned ( Read more... )