ok,   my birthday is in 40 minutes!    yayayayayayayayay  YA YA!   happy sweet 16 to me!   haha

dan's is in new york, which sucks ridiculous amounts of no good things. (kuuuumon!)  but im gonna be busy busy and hopefully the time will fly until he can come back!  i miss you dan!

im moving in with my mom in a week and going to see my family in 2 ( Read more... )

ok    so  dan pops up at my house and we decide to go to the park.   we sat on the grass lookin at the lake which was amazing until we found these big rocks that went out onto the water which were even more amazing because you only see water infront of you   ... no land, so its like youre on the lake.   well all of this happened over a long time ( Read more... )

what was i THINKING!??!

ok   lots of crazy things lately but w.ev nowisnt the time for excuses.  i have discovered that there is someone in my life that i have been taking for granted and that is not cool.

1. MORGAN BLAKE HUETTEL!  i love you so much and im sorry for EVERYTHING. i dont wanna dig into it all bc hey, i dont wanna ( Read more... )

wow  , this week was kinda crazy.

tuesday i worked and got $13 for an hour.  wow  i LOVE my job. and turns out that my friends know my boss very well.  which is really weird   but funny. then there was mr.coral glades which was hilarious.  and tuesday was also great for another reason (dont think i forgot) but hey you cant say everything on these ( Read more... )

dentist today. :'(  had to fill a cavity.  and thats the last one,  im gonna floss 5 times a day if i have to   idk where these things come from. and now i feel like i have a fat lip bc of the numbing thing.  haha i keep biting my lip and stuff.

its getting hard to not let it slip about moving out.  im constantly biting my tongue. (not bc of the ( Read more... )

i love my friends,  i just wish they would step back and really think about the things they're saying about me.  they should know me better than that, and if they do,   they would know whats right and whats true.  and they would give me the benefit of the doubt.  i cherish friendships too much to screw around with them, and although it doesnt ( Read more... )

hmmmm.      shayne is gay.

i gotta do make up work   boring boring boring

hopefully jake can come tomorrow, i miss him.  ( i miss you jake!)

i really need to start my job.  ive had it since the 11th and have yet to start.  too much has happened in the last 2ish weeks.  everything that i thought i knew would always be there is now gone. ( Read more... )

Ok, these past 2 weeks have been filled with lots of trials in my life. without a doubt the hardest things ive ever had to go through. but through it all my life and my faith has been renewed. even though nick isnt here he is still affecting me and others in awesome ways.

nick was always an amazing guy, he got into his share of trouble, but his ( Read more... )

ok   i ended up seeing mike sat. night   (score!) .... we played super smash bros. and guess who and bingo all night.    that was alot of fun.  sunday i went to chilis with my mom and step dad for lunch and i had chicken FAJITAS!  (pronounced fah-JI-tahs)  and then mike stopped by to drop of super smash and a STAPLE GUN!  (mua ha ha ha ha)  then i ( Read more... )

today is my 4 month anniversary!  :D :D :D too bad i dont actually get to see my boyfriend.  o and i dont get to see him tomorrow either.  thanks once again to my family for completely screwing up all my plans and everything that is important to me.   i get to spend my 4 month with a bunch of ppl i cant stand who dont even speak english!   im so ( Read more... )