i should know how ppl are by now. i should listen to what others say but maybe im blind.. or maybe im in denial. whatever the case is i always end up getitng hurt. everytime. and its no one else's fault but mine. everything is messed up. things dont feel right.. noting does. its time for a change.

im so happy. friday dad came through and gave me my new car.. NAVIGATOR~! yay! im so excited. its teal with tan interior. it was soo yucky when i got it. my sisters had stuck stickers all over the windown and shot milk all over the seats.. lol.. but hey. kyle and i worked on it for abt 6hrs cleaning the shit outa it. and now it looks like new. i ( Read more... )

hope this works.. the last entry i wrote was really long and good.. but LJ was fucked up so yeah... bastards.. im sick today.. its the weekend and i feel like hell... oh well.. i been working really hard lately and it seems like i havent had alot of time to have much fun.. my problem is, is that i can never say NO to people.. if they need my help ( Read more... )

today is friday.. i just got done taking a math test and i have snuck into the computer lab to write in my journal bc i have nothing better to do.. actually i have lots to do but i cant bring myself to walk to the library in this frigid weather... its killing me... and i dont have my hat or mittens today.. lol.. mittens.. haha.. anyway, so its ( Read more... )

so today has been stressful... im making my way back into sanity as each say passes.... its gonna be ok ( Read more... )

If I were a month I would be: June..its summer.. cant beat that ( Read more... )

hangin on, here until im gone ( Read more... )

1. What time do you get up? Mon, Wed, Fri, 8.30am.. tues and thrus 7am.. classes!!! weekends-- wheneva i want ( Read more... )

As you can tell... my journal is now going to be exclusively friends only.....

haha so im in my room studying and adri comes home to give me some ice cream yay! and she tells me that she needs a ladder. i ask what for and she tells me her and carol are going to rip down this anti-gay marriage sign in the hood. so i tell them im comin to help. the ladder we find will not fit in carols turtle ass car so we steal this long metal ( Read more... )