How nice would it be to escape from myself every once in awhile? To just take a drive and see myself get smaller and smaller until I faded away completely. Because my mind is constantly moving and thinking and trying to figure things out. The only peace I have is in my sleep and even then it’s a bit overwhelming. There is so much to look ( Read more... )

you know what's funny? i was reading my last entry and i cannot for the life of me figure out why "let sleeping dogs lie" is so ironic. i'm thinking and thinking about it and i just have no clue ( Read more... )

once again i have found myself at 309 randolph after work instead of in my own house, in my bed. which is where i probably should be. but instead i'm sitting here listening to joey and brandon play halo while meggy p watches them play halo and smashley reads jeremiah's script. ah, the life i lead. so exciting ( Read more... )

kenneth: how cute was that?

phil stubbs: i give it a seven. cuter than a chimp wearing overalls,
bit less cute than a tiny hobo mouse with his belongings tied to a stick.

seriously. does it get any better?

Yeah,I have my addictions ( Read more... )

went on a shopping spree after work tonight with steph and danny d and jess g and meggy p and penny and it was lovely. i bought some stuff. i think that's about the jist of it ( Read more... )

what a feeling to actually accomplish something.

what a feeling to know this will never go away.

the former...a feeling of relief. of elatedness. of content.

the latter...a feeling of defeat. of pain. of utter disrepair.

what a concept to be on such polar opposite planes in the same moment.

you know what's really fun ( Read more... )

so i'm supposed to be writing my investigative draft for english 200 ( Read more... )

i am writing today to divulge a secret which i don't believe i've ever shared before. i am aware that i make mistakes. i am aware that there are things in my life that need to stop and things in my life that need to start up again. but i'm still young. i'm not making excuses, i'm just stating a fact, trying to get a little perspective on my ( Read more... )