so it's 1:30 in the morning. i'm supposed to be finishing my adolescent psych assignment. but i got distracted. shocking, isn't it ( Read more... )

...everything's kind of a pleasant surprise." say anythingi used to think that was my motto in life. if you just expect the worst, it can't turn out too bad. because if you expect the worst and the worst happens, then it doesn't hurt as badly as it would if you had expected something better. and if you expect the worst and something better happens ( Read more... )

What time are you starting this?: two nineteen am ( Read more... )

with all of the good things happening in my life, you'd think that i could at least be content, you know? why do i feel like i have to have all my ducks in a row all the time? it's ok to have a misaligned duck every now and then, right? it's just... every time i start to think that maybe this will happen, maybe this is the guy this time, i'm wrong ( Read more... )

so we meet again. and again. and again ( Read more... )

i can't believe i seriously haven't written in here since JULY. i mean, seriously. its friggin' freezing outside now and the semester has not only begun but is now slightly more than halfway over. i suck. no, you suck. yeah, that's it ( Read more... )

so in a matter of days i will be embarking upon a journey.
and it isn't so much a journey across the land,

ok, forget it. i don't have the capacity to be a wordsmith right now ( Read more... )

just as i was beginning to think that things would never look up, i realized that they already have begun to. just months ago i worried about my place in all this movie-making scheme and now i know that i am an integral part to that team. i have grown friendships i never thought possible and i am the better for it. yes, i have to get up when it's ( Read more... )

i feel out of sorts and weird and scared that i'll say some things i don't mean and i'll be taken seriously for once. because do i really want out of this mess i've gotten myself into, am i really tired of the complaining that i haven't finished typing the stupid script up yet? i don't know about the former, but the last one is an emphatic yes. ( Read more... )

so i have a millions things to do and the minutes are ticking away, but i decided to instead sit on my arse and write. heh ( Read more... )