Dear Emily ( Read more... )

i have this amazing capacity for self-fulfilling prophecy. i so fear failure that i allow myself to fail just so that i can prove that i'm at least right about something. so what if i were to channel that energy into believing i can achieve whatever i want? because then maybe i can do what i'm capable of doing instead of just squeezing by. i ( Read more... )

so i'm hanging out with lex and mandar ( Read more... )

there's the point in all of this ( Read more... )

hung out last night with some people.
woke up this morning, got in my car to go to work.
started crying and didn't stop until after i had been at work for about 20 minutes.

so i took the night off tonight.
saw closer with ashley n. and now we're going to
eat chinese and watch fun stuff.

woot.

so i've been thinking lately. about life and love and all of that.
and i've decided that rather than trying to find something to add to my life to make me happy,
i will instead try a few things.
one: just have fun. if you're having fun, you're probably happy ( Read more... )

got a new phone. it rocks.
took some pictures of a particularly bad park job on the streets of richmond. with the camera.

so i think that was it.

be happy.

go see finding neverland.

date: 21 november 2004 ( Read more... )

bought the new RK cd. it rock my socks. as expected ( Read more... )

"Alone in this house again tonight ( Read more... )