I'm Not Crying...It's Just Been Raining on My Face

Dec 11, 2007 15:28


Sorry I've been sort of MIA for...over a week now. I've been too busy being locked in my room and crying.

Normally I wouldn't babble on and on about stuff, but I kind of need advice, because my life is an freakin' mess right now:

Well, I think I just screwed everything up between me and 21.

So after the party and some inner turmoil, I figured I ( Read more... )

my life sucks, emo time, 21

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plumpumpkin December 12 2007, 02:11:52 UTC
You took a quiz out of seventeen? Uhhh yeah....no...those things...are kind of bull. You should ummm...maybe...give him space for now?

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number_24 December 12 2007, 02:23:38 UTC
You're telling me? The retarded thing gave me a different answer every time I took it! Way to be unhelpful, Seventeen...

Yeah, that sounds like a good idea. You would know, you're still in High School, right? Bet you have to deal with crap like this all the time.

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plumpumpkin December 12 2007, 02:31:49 UTC
Yeah...their kind of designed to be confusing, I think it just adds to the confusion of being in highs chool.

Uhh yeah I am...but I don't really...like talk to a lot of guys my age so this...doesn't happen to me...like ever.

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number_24 December 12 2007, 03:10:26 UTC
Really? But dating and drama is like the core of the High School experience!

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herr_doktor_13 December 12 2007, 02:39:41 UTC
I'm no psychiatrist, but I've learned a thing or two over the years... You need to calm down und stop worrying; what will be, will be. Just as the frauline says, giving each other space und time to sort things out will be good, not only for him, but for you as well. You have to have a little faith.

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I was probably a little too liberal in my day; probably still am... Listen, just because you may love another man does not make you gay for all men. Do not doubt yourself, Herr 24. These sorts of things tend to work themselves out. If you need anything, I'm in a Zepplin sort of floating around, so don't be afraid to give me a call.

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number_24 December 12 2007, 03:28:01 UTC
Wow, thank you! That made me feel a lot better and it was loads more helpful that that dumb teen 'zine.

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It can...work like that? I guess that makes sense. I'm pretty sure I was attracted to my ex-wife at one point...

You know, I probably will give you a call.
Ha, I live in a floating butterfly cacoon, so I'm sure we'll spot each other at some point. ;)

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herr_doktor_13 December 12 2007, 03:39:58 UTC
I'm glad I could help!

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Between the two of us, I had a few...romps in my day. To be honest, I probably would have been exterminated not only for "homosexual tendancies" but for my syndactylism as well. Thank Gott for being one of the most revered scientists of the Party, eh? ^o^

Things like this require time; when someone comes out unexpectedly, it's a lot to take in at once. He'll need to sort things out for himself und think about whether he feels the same way. From what I can tell, you two have a very strong friendship, und even if he doesn't reciprocate the feelings, I doubt this will put more than a dent in your relationship.

If you're anywhere near the Mordhaus, let me know; we'll be around there in the next few days und we'll get some booze.

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number_24 December 13 2007, 01:06:24 UTC
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Well, we're kinda parked in the Grand Canyon at the moment, but I could get my ass over there. You're a cool guy and I could really use some booze...

Again, thanks for your help. It was...helpful! XD

Hey, I'm not quite done with the Christmas shopping yet. What would you like?

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monarch_the December 12 2007, 03:16:17 UTC
Look, I'm just going to pop in here and ask-- are you seriously listening to Dixie Chicks?

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number_24 December 12 2007, 03:30:28 UTC
Hey, "Traveling Soldier" is a very pretty song.

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monarch_the December 12 2007, 03:40:23 UTC
... *sigh*

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friendzoidberg December 12 2007, 03:26:16 UTC
Just do the apology dance! It's so simple!

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number_24 December 14 2007, 01:00:44 UTC
Ha! I don't know that one. You'll have to teach it to me when Grace and I take you to the vet. ;)

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friendzoidberg December 14 2007, 01:48:24 UTC
No, I'm not going!

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number_24 December 14 2007, 02:08:50 UTC
Yeah, I don't really like going to the doctor's office either...

But if you're good they'll give you a lollipop or whatever it is you eat. :)

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imdeepthroat December 12 2007, 05:41:52 UTC
You've been gone for a wee-I mean...do you need to talk, or...something.

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number_24 December 12 2007, 23:40:38 UTC
No, I'm okay now. A Nazi gave me a really good pep talk and I'm probably going to get smashed with him later.

But thanks for asking. :)

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